Ring-A-Round the Rosey

Saturday, December 13, 2014

:: I spend most of my days in a sort of disbelief.

I can't believe I have a 5 1/2 year old.

I can't believe we had only two boys 2 years ago. 

I can't believe we have 4 kids.

You'd think I'd be adjusted by now, but I'm not.

:: Everything has been moving at warp speed lately and I've felt completely out of control.

No one wants to read that. Or maybe, it's what everyone has wanted to hear?

Who's to know?

I feel like I'm failing continuously. Day in. And day out.

It just depends on the day who is suffering from my failures.

:: What I miss most about blogging is that it made me pause to be honest with myself. 

I miss that reflection and the opportunity to actually flesh out my feelings.

:: Knowing the origin of Ring-A-Round the Rosey, singing the song to my kids feels very dark.

I love that they instantly start giggling if I suggest we do it though.

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22 comments:

Rose said...

You are doing great! :o)

I love reading your blog and I hope you keep it up, even if just for yourself. Hang in there!

Rose

Meggie said...

Praying for you. I think every mom feels just like you described at some point... with a new baby, with multiple kiddos to keep up with, with busy schedules... If you are loving your babies you are doing just fine. Better than just fine. Merry Christmas!

maydaygirl said...

I have felt this way so many times. Failing all over. Man having kids is hard isn't it??

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Ashley said...

Beautiful photos! It's always a good reminder that this is just a season and this too shall pass. Praying for your sweet friend!!! Wishing your family a blessed holiday season. :)

Jessica said...

Oh Leah - you're words resonated with me so much. Thank you for sharing, it helps me feel like I'm not alone. I work full-time in the corporate world with two babes at home (3 year old, and 7 month old) and I always feel like I'm falling short somewhere. Thousands of women do what I do, so I know it's not unique to me, yet I can't figure how to do it better. All of that to say that you're not alone and also that you're doing a GREAT job. Just look at those smiles on Ezra and Miri - priceless!

Adinda said...

I'm going to resonate exactly what Jessica said so bare with me because it may sound very similar. I work in the corporate world too but I only have 1 kiddo at home currently. And I agree thousands of women do what I'm doing currently and yet I can't seem to figure out how to do it better. I have a blog that grossly gets neglected on a daily, weekly, monthly, semi annual basis and I'm lucky to even post 1 post in a 6 month time frame. With that all said, you are doing an amazing job. Keep it up. We are still here to read even if it's just for you. Happy New Year Leah! Keep on keeping on. Love from Indiana

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