Just collecting my thoughts for these few sentences will prove rough, mainly because I've lost my ever loving mind. I used to have a pretty solid vocabulary, which has only turned into a million words that now taunt me. In the middle of a sentence I'll panic, because I know that the word I'm coming upon speaking out loud isn't there. The idea I want to convey is, but the word itself just remains on the tip of my tongue.
Wedding consults have been really comical, so long as the couple I'm meeting with has a sense of humor. The few that haven't have left me feeling like a complete idiot. I really hope that with adding hours back into my life and gaining a little bit more sleep as Miri grows will give me a bit of normalcy back. I'm not ready for this scatter-brained persona to the thirty year old version of me.