Seriously annoying.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Almost everyday this past week, as I've been putting makeup on or dressing for the day, I've looked at myself and thought, "Today just could be the day." Sadly, this morning was not one of those occurances, because the fact of the matter is, I'm completely drained.

I'm no closer to knowing if I've been chosen, and I do not seem to have any support on that front, as my old buyer and sr. buyer are in Europe, as my new buyer is traveling and my sr. buyer suggested I email someone. These are the people who are supposed to be advancing my career and going to bat for me. I've emailed my hr rep, but he has appts all day so I doubt I'll hear anything.

When this all began I was truly and honestly simply excited to be interviewed before I was even seniored and had been here for just over a year. After 3 weeks of reflecting, and allowing this possibility to consistently build upon itself as reality, I'm scared that I will not be able to react appropriately if I am not chosen. If this is a No, I really need to find out sooner rather than later.

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